OMG. It rained today! And summore at night! When was the last time it rained in the night?
I cant remember.
Thats beacuse its been so long. LOL
Anyways it feels so nice lah. Rain + Night = VERY nice to sleep.
Some weirdo equation that is, but oh well. ;D

Yeah ok. So common tests are over. Finally. I screwed up my chinese. ( I will never reveal my marks ) Must really improve le.
A Maths - I'm pretty happy that i passed, but still not satisfying enough.
Social Studies - I'm happy with the results, but losing to quite alot of 204 people, so must work harder.

Thats all that we got back.
And my body is so kind to me. The day after CTs ended, i fell sick. =.=
Which of course was a FRIDAY.
And then i spent the whole FRIDAY sleeping. ARGGGGGGGHHHHH
Oh wells.

I shall end here le.
~&!JAVIER

I just cant get my eyes off you, my thoughts away from you.

Special post dedicated for Benjamen.
Kay so I forgot to bring home my Chemistry textbook yesterday night. = Deep Shit.
Benjamen lent me his book.

yeah i dont really wana do much describing about how i managed to get his book blah blah but the point is Thanks Alot Benjamen. If it werent for you, I'd be dead. ( Although i am not fully confident of chemistry )


:D
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as each day passes ...
feelings grow stronger/weaker.

She walked past him, barely noticing his presence. He turned away. He had wanted so badly to face her, and say 'Hi', but that amount of courage was still lost somewhere deep inside of him. Lost . . .
When she had distanced herself adaquetly from him, he turned around to look at her. He did not know why he did it. It seemed like it was an instinct, something that he could not stop. She was now talking to her group of friends, and occasionally, laughed.
Her laugh. Her smile. It made him feel happy all of a sudden. Why?
Why?
He asked himself.


Anyways. Today it rained again. Wakaka! :D So shiok la when it rains.
Revised physics for the whole afternoon and at nite revised A Maths. Argh, a little afraid of both papers. Hahas...
Its late now. And tomorrow have exams, so i had better go. See ya all. Good luck for all the remaining exams. ^__^

Just a little something I wrote when i was thinking about something... nothing.


It was a cool autumn evening and a gentle breeze was blowing from the South to the North, carrying yellowish fallen leaves with them along their path. Having anticipated this weather, she wore an extra layer of shirt and a windbreaker, just to be safe. She took a step out of the house and surveyed the environment that she saw before her. She took in a deep breath, inhaling the cool autumn air, took another step forward and then strolled down the pathway. With each step forward she took, she would inevitably kick up some leaves which will float in the air for just a short moment before falling back to the ground. She could still remember that playing with the fallen leaves was her favourite pastime during her childhood days. How she wish she could do the same now, but she would most probably attract the attention of many passer-bys who will stare at her in bemusement as it was rare that people of her age still did such juvenile acts.
The world is cruel. You are not free to do what you desire. You are restricted to what the society expects of you. Stereotype characters we all are. If you are in your thirties and caught playing with leaves, people will gossip. People will make fun of you. People are too used to seeing what they do not see that when they spot something that is uncommon, not wrong but uncommon, they will straightaway judge you by that single act. Playing with leaves when you are in your thirties. People will call you juvenile, mad, weird when your intention was just to have some fun.

‘ Bump!’

“ Watch where you’re going!” the man bellowed and glanced at her with accusing eyes.

“ I’m so sorry” she replied.Without saying another word, the man walked past her and continued down the street.

She was so lost in her deep thoughts that she was totally oblivious to her surroundings.

“Can’t people be a little bit more understanding and forgiving?” she muttered to herself.

They can’t.

Ahead of her, she could see the town buildings coming into view. Behind these buildings was the setting sun, looming just slightly above the horizon, casting the last few moments of shadows on the buildings before it retires off for the night.

She quickened her pace, afraid that it might turn dark before she even reaches the town.

Yoyo People.
Just have enough time to squeeze one short post in.
Okay today is Saturday the 21st of February and two common tests subjects have passed. Please. I do not want to describe how I did for them.
The main point I want to highlight in this post is that -
IT RAINED TODAY!
Like finally, it rained. And it wasnt just some drizzle. It was real rain and it lasted for quite some time :D
Yeah, and because of this rain, i fell asleep twice while revising my Physics ><"
Ok, gotta go back to revising. Cya all and
All the best to everyone for the remaining subjects.

*whats this feeling...

Hellos all!
Urm.
Urrmmm.
Urmmmmm.
Lifes been alittle unfair. For the first time in my Astronomy life, I revised for the selection test as I really wanted to enter the competition team but apparently, luck is also a key factor in determining your end result. Such is the case for WeiHao, who, as usual, did not study at all and yet won me ~_~
Dont take this as some kinda insult ah WH xD. In a way i'm making your tyco abilities recognised by everyone who comes here. ><

Kays, now is (Homework)^2
(Stress)^2
(Time for relaxtion)^ 1/2
So, I gotta go now. Common Tests are coming. Jiayous everyone. And especially Edlyn in her Amaths. :D:D

Yo! Tday is homework day. Left with chinese now. Haish. WHY?!??!?! Lols
Anyways for dinner my family and I went to Jurong Point for the first time ( The New Extension ) to eat wad Jia Xiang Mian. Its prettty ex. and pretty normal. So I would'nt recommend it to noodle fans.
After dinner, my dad drove us home, not before getting lost. How lost you ask? We circled the entire Jurong area - went pass Kester's house, Regina's primary and secondary school. =.=
And we passed by Jurong Point 4 times. ROFLMAO. Anyways its fun to get lost, can enjoy the ride xD

Okays now for a good laugh. Watch this video of me learning to handstand. I dont know why i am embarrassing myself like this but who cares! :D

And to those who wana laugh at me, I don't mind. But please dont give super insulting remarks like " WTF This is shit! " Or for those of you who can do it, " Ghey, I can handstand 10000000x better than you. "
God. I understand that i suck myself, but see everyone has a learning stage for everything. So please do understand, and know that it takes alot of courage to put something like this up.

Thanks !
-~&!JAVIER [BBC Crew]

Love's in the air xD

JiaSheng sniffing the sample xD His action super funny.

Subway. Eat Fresh.
Urm.... :D

Different samples of the fragrances
Professor! He wrote out 'O' Level Chemistry Syllabus!

Perfume making

Paperweight view 1.

Paperweight view 2.

Asprin

Aerial view of laboratory

Filtrate

Thing to filtrate the asprin crystals from water

MingKiat! Hes stuffing the Mega Mac into his mouth! :X

Hellos all! Firstly Happy Valentine's Day to all my friends! :DYeah today spent V.Day in SG Polytechnic for some science enrichment programme. Overall it was very fun xD. Much better than staying at home all day ~__~

Yes, so we reported in school at 8am and then took some chartered bus to Singapore Polytechnic. On the bus, ( if I'm not wrong ) Felicia gave out sweets to everyone as V.Day pressies. Thanks alot :D. Felcia if you ever come here and see this post, pls confirm with me if it was you who gave the sweets ><

Reached SG Poly, then had some kinda lecture and after that had a tea break. Something funny happened to Jason during this teabreak. HAHAS! After teabreak we proceeded to do our experiements. Very interesting they are but sadly i didnt get much of it. Like how some chemicals react with another to form dunno wad. ><" Ahh wells.

Firstly my group had to do the ' Paperweight making experiment '. Loved it. And JiaSheng's paperweight was damn funny. It had the words ' Fuck U ' so clearly. Wonder what the teacher who helped us package the paperweight thought. :S

Then we made aspirin, also quite fun and finally made perfume.

Whoahs that one most funny experiment lurhs =D And also super fun to create your own perfume. Okays. Let pictures do the talking.

OH wait! Almost forgot. After the science thingy ended, Jason, Benjamin, Xin Kai, Ginny and Kelly went to subway to eat. Wa scam sia, summore now no student meal! :X And thanks alot to Kelly for the chocolates too :D After 'dinner' went home.

-!&JAVIER.

My god! I'm damned envious.

I can not believe that Xin Kai's Geography group, which consists of Benjamin, Felicia and Kelly, have already completed their project.
' We completed our project with amazing efficiency.' As quoted from XinKai.
Damned. And my group have not even started.
I jiayou myself. Must hurry up start.
Kudos to your group Xin Kai. We should all follow you guys. Finish project A.S.A.P before deadline comes ( that you dont know :P )

Kays. Other than showing how exceptionally fast and hardworking some people can be, this post is completely useless.
And now I have to go and plan the project.
Thanks once again Xin Kai for giving me 'motivation' to do my homework and start the project. ( Dam you for that too! Make me work! :P )

Byes~
-!&javieR

I just felt like resurfacing one short story i wrote not long ago.
Unappreciation

Fatigued and in pain, he limped back to his hometown, the place where he has started his journey, and also the palce where he will end it. His body was covered with bruises and cuts, some looking more severe than others, but overall it was a bloody sight. His weapon, a simple yet powefulful sword hang loosely from his grips. Its blade was once shiny and sharp but after what he has went thtough, it is now nothing more than a ragged old weapon - these of which he has plenty of.

In his weary mind, he was hoping that the villagers would be delighted to see his return, to congratulate him for his brave conquest. He had pictured crowds gathering at the entrance of the town cheering him on as he entered and also a magnificent feast specially for him to celebrate his victory. All these thoughts gave him the energy and determination to manage to return. He had fought the battle for too long a time to keep track; he was not certain if he has gained age, he was not certain if the people who loved him most could even remember him, but at least he knew that his true love would still be there waiting for him.

He recalled the day when he left the town to journey to the lands beyond.
" Please take care of yourself dear, " Joanne said, tears rolling down her rosy cheeks.
" I will. "
" No matter what happens, I will always be here waiting for your return," she uttered.

He could see that Joanne was trying her best to muster up her courage to face reality, which of course was to be aware that her husband might not return. " Thank You... " And that was the last conversation they had. Though its short, but it was meaningful.

At last, he could see the small town ahead. As he got closer, he realised that there was no one at the entrance welcoming his arrival. He advanced further into town. Whenever he would walk past a townsfolk, they would look at him and turn their heads away in disgust. Was it because of his condition? He was not sure. But none of that mattered. He only wanted to see his love once again, to be reunited after such a long period of seperation. He quickened his pace, which did hurt him a little, and finally arrived at her house. He knocked on the door. It was a soft knock as his knuckles were also bleeding and could not afford to injure it even more. Moments later he could hear footsteps approaching the door on the other side.

The door unlocked and opened. Standing there before him was Joanne. Though she did look a little different but she was still as beautiful as ever. He was at a loss of words as he was too happy to even speak. Joanne however, opened her mouth to talk.
" May I know who are you? "
These words were said with an indescribable coldness. He could not believe what he heard.

He stared out of his window with vacant eyes, a blank mind. The scenery of lush greenery outside his house proved to be more relaxing than he had thought. For days now, he had sought refuge from the world by isolating himself in his room and then stare out of his window for hours without end. He needed time to think things over. He needed peace simply so that he could think.

He was in a state of confusion. A lot had happened in the past few days. He had thought of seeking help from his friends, but doing so only created more trouble rather than help. Hinder and not Progress.

A bird flew over to a nearby tree and there it rested. It started chirping a lively tune. He turned his focus to the bird. It was then that he had this thought. How wonderful it is to be so carefree, to not have a worry in the world. The bird stretched out its wings and with a few flaps or so, it took to the sky, and the next moment it had disappeared. Where it had flown to he was not sure, but he knew that it would not be a place that was overwhelming with confusion and troubles.

I cannot finish up this 'short story' becuase I myself have no idea how to solve my problems. If one can't deal with his problems, how is he able to solve it with words?

I'm just so damned confused.
I'm confused about everything.
Feelings - Towards and Against
School
Life
Everything. Everything that has an uncertainty.

Why torture people like that? Be frank. It hurts less trust me.

Heyo! Havent been posting for quite sometime coz pretty busy yeahs.
Haish, I really wish i can make more friends in 3T2 but its like uber hard since there is no free time and i'm sitting right at the front, so no one to talk to. T_T

Anyways, as usual, still owe homework, have geo project and what not.
I'm pretty lazy to describe what i did today so i shall just end here.

TOMORROW IS FRIDAY!

Ever since secondary 3 started i have been looking forward to fridays an awful lot, and I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one :P.

-!&JAVIER