Confused and in such pain, he didint want to go on anymore. Just like the ignorant bastard he always was, he refused to listen to the advices of the wise. He lived life like it was ... nothing at all. He did not care about what would happen to him, all he knew as to waste away the day, wondering if there would be another tomorrow; if he would get to see the next damned sunrise.


Today after school went to play bball ( again ) with Xin Kai and Benjamin.
Played until i forgot i got tuition today, so begged my mum to let me skip it this once.
Coz if i go, i'll be damned tired and cant concentrate, so whats the point? Sorry ah mummy, didnt want to waste your money either.

[edit] XinKai fractured my nose [/edit]
Yeah... Hais...

Like being thrown back into the darkness, he fell into the eternal pit of doom. Fall... His hopes disappeared. His ambition disappeared. His goal disappeared. And with the last few seconds of his life, he wished that he had done that ... to tell the truth...
*thump*

Today was 5 items. Holy cow. Dunno why now totally cannot sit & reach. And the shuttle run -.-.
Now cannot get gold liao. ='( Cries.

Must make sure everday stretch, then next year become a rubber band.

After the 5 items went to play bball with :
Benjybong,
Xinkai,
WenJie,
JiaSheng,
MengKiat.

( I'm sorry if i forgot any one, coz my memory is abit screwed. )

Played till around 6? Then went home. Haish .

Post dedicated to the reply of Tags :

BEnny:
He Wrote : applauds* finally, someone who understands that if you are going to let your blog be interesting, post something different.
Reply : Thnx man ! :D

xk:
He Wrote : but blogging was never an online diary from the start. it was for recording interesting events and for recording opinions and ideas. then ppl just turned it into online diary
Reply : I guess different people have different uses for blogs. ^^

xk:
He Wrote : lol btw ah mk, if it cant read my blog, it aint trendy enuff :X
Reply : Hahas! Firefox is popular, just that you didnt consider firefox when you made your blogskin, did you? :X

mk:
He Wrote : ALOT!
Reply : Hehes i dont really like IE myself, but got too used to it.
And yes, it is troublesome to make readers change browers in order to read someone else's blog.

BEnny:
He Wrote : if chrome was a girl, I'd love her.
Reply : LOL.

Felicia:
She Wrote : Haha Earth Hour ! Yea , your story version of romancee . Do I make sense ? Lols .
Reply : Yeah! Earth Hour ! :D :D And yes, of course you make sense xD

Cheryl:
She Wrote : Helloooooo. :D
Reply : Hellooooo. :D to you too . Hahas ! ><

Hao™:
He Wrote : wth...mk mass spam here =.=
Reply : Exactly >< not that its a bad thing. Read end of post.

benjybong:
He Wrote : y am i here again??
Reply : You are here to - See my nice posts :D , See the Earth Hour pictures :D , Read my ever boring stories & lastly, you are here to tag xD

Holy cow. Most tags replied in my life. Dear mk, thank you for tagging, but i beg of you to condense tags with the same points into one >< Thanks ! xD

This was the major event today. Sadly I didnt go to anywhere to 'celebrate' it :/ Instead, I went around taking some photos of lights being switched off. :D

See the shelter linking Lot 1 to the MRT? The lights were turned off.
Okay, I know its blur, but the signs at the side of Lot 1 were
switched off. Refer to pic below.

This was after Earth Hour. Same side of lot 1 as pic above.

* sorry for the blurness of the pictures. People were staring at me so i couldnt afford to stand there for long and take those pictures.

:D I'm super glad that there are actually people who bother to off their lights. Coz this shows they Vote Earth!

And to see that Lot 1 actually tried to participate in this event made me feel super happy :D

FYI. I switched off my lights too xD

Reply to Tags :

EDLYN : I'm sorry if you find them boring, but writing stories is the way i express my feelings and i like writing. And its better than always talking about what you this on this day and that day.

mk : Hehehes, try Internet Explorer :X

I've changed my blogsong. This song is pretty old, but its one of my favourites. Super nice, so enjoy ! :D

Reply to Tags

mk : Hahas yeah. I 'copied' it from my genius phone :X

Heres something i dug out from my 'Saved messages' in my phone. See, when i get inspiration to write something, i usually do it in sms as most of the time i am not at home. Then i'll save it.

In dreams we dream of wonderful places. Imagine a beautiful beach under the moon's soft glow. The sea is calm and all you can hear is the soft sea breeze that gently caresses you as it blows past. When you decide to look up into the night sky, you are greeted by thousands of gems glittering in the vast space of dark blue. I wish I could be by your side at that moment, enjoying the scenery with you ... I wish I could be there, holding your hand, telling you how much I love you.

I've got another idea coming up, but it needs time to be properly constructed.

Cya.

Today just sucks. Haish ...

Anyways, had our NAPFA 2.4km run today.
Ms Foo seemed to be in a bad mood.
After school went to play Bball with Jiasheng and gang.
And now i'm home.
Seriously dont feel like blogging. . . haish.

Reply to tags...

Felicia : Np :) But ... ='(
Hao™ : Say ' I give up my competition team postition to Javier because he actually studied. ' And honestly, if 0 marks could get you in, i might as well not do the paper at all.

Hellos all! Today was fun, coz after school i went to play bball with Benjybong and XinKai.
Genius right?
Playing and wasting energy the day before 2.4km. ><
Super fun , & thnx guys for inviting me to come play with ya'll :D
During our bball session, we decided to take a video of our shooting and lay-ups so we can see how we play. Then after seeing his lay-up and shooting, Benjybong was like super happy and kept saying how nice his lay-up was. :D Hahas xD
Then later into the game it started to rain quite heavily, so we went to the void deck to fool around. :X
After that went home with Benjybong.

Yeah so thats for today :)
Oh yes! Tomorrow Felicia will be taking her Piano exam, so
All the best to you Felicia! :D

Kays gtg cya ~


Reply Tuh Tags
Hao™ : LOL! If I manage to get in also den i'll laff :X And once again, you tyco-ed your way to achievement.
Regina : Lolol! :X Oops so sorry lao ban niang. Forgot to inform you Hahas xD Anyways thnx for tagging and you takecare too :D
tingfang : Harlows :] Thnx for tagging! I'll link you soon, dun worry :D

Wednesday today. Hmm as usual, nothing much. Nothing interesting.
Had astro today, and we had the selection test for Astrigue competition. Blardy hell, I didn't know we had a test, or else i would have studied.
Ok, maybe not, coz of the seriously demoralizing results the last selection test showed.

ANYWAYS, I have decided to reply tags HERE. Yes right here in da posts. Thats for the convenience of the taggers ( Thnx for taggin y'all :D ) so they dont have to like scroll up and down the tagbox to see my replies .

EDLYN : Hahas! Thnx anyways for tagging :D
xk : Hmm true, but then if i keep waiting then it'll be some endless wait coz new phones are constantly being made , newer and better.
Felicia Lol! Okays okays you not blurrr. xD

Happy Birthday to Wang Lin :D

Yeah, today is Wang Lin's birthday, so Happy Birthday! And it seems that her birthday is a day full of luck / happiness . :X
Why? Thats because we were supposed to have our dreaded 2.4km run today, but luckily it rained so they had it postponed. Instead we ran in the Indoor Sports Hall ( not actual run ), which is less tiring.
And also, we were supposed to have our _______ (Please insert feelings) English Public Speaking today during English period. However, Ms Foo came in during our Bio lesson to inform us that we weren't going to have it today after all :D
Amazingly, these two events; the rain and the unexpected good news, happened during Biology lesson. Lol! xD

Kay, the rest of the day nothing much. Yeah.
Gonna go do Literature now. Ugh.
Cya

-!&JAVIER

Looking and it hurts so much

http://www.sonyericsson.com/idou/ Woo! Sexiest phone ever. 12.1 Megapixels babe. :X
Kays anyways thnx to my body's impeccable natural timing,
I fell sick yesterday. Right, the day just before school reopens.
And tmr is the 2.4km run. Woo. If i faint ... :X Hahas!

Had to remove the video coz i think its causing a few erros in the script.

It was the moon, believe it or not.
Evening, just around sunset.

You can say I did this out of boredom.
And gosh, the coconut is BIG. Thats my sis in the middleground.

Me and my Dad :)

The fishes we caught.

See the fishy? :X

The cloud looker nicer when viewed through eyes.
Yes, there are simple entertainment.

The urmm ... 'chalet'. LOL!

Yes, theres a sea hawk here. Hes my good friend :D A raft of some sort.

Picture post!
As promised :D . And with great thanks to Felicia for making sure i kept to that promise :D
*whew , finally done :) *

Like a member of the audience I'll watch you from the crowds. I'll see your game, your move. But seated there silent i stay. When you encounter tough opponents, I'll be there, cheering you on silently, yet with such loudness that it'll be clear.
You finally won the game. You can't see me, but back at my seat, I'll be rejoycing for you, cheering for you.
And when you leave the stadium, I'll follow on, regardless of the distance, the pain, until a new game begins.

-!&JAVIER
I just felt like writing this after visiting Darren Chua's blog. No reason why.

Dont worry about the pics. They'll come.

Back !
I will not type out what I did during the 3 days. Rather, I'll let the pictures do the talking. Though the pictures are still in the camera. Later .

Hmmm. Today was a normal day. I realised that the shorts for volleyball girls are like... What The ****. Seriously. Its totally not right for volleyball ><
After school went to register for the IC thingy and then played bbal with XinKai and Benjamin. Played from 3+ - 7.30 Awesomeness :D

It was realy fun :) But wait, we spent like 1hr sitting down and crapping. Hahas.

Kays, shall end here.
~

He turned off the lights and shut the doors. The incesant noise that was coming from the television ceased. Voices from the hall faded away. His whole room was plunged into eternal darkness , except for the dim light of the heavens that were entering his room through his window.
It was as if he had shut himself away from the world, into a dimension of his own. He stood still for a moment and listened. Silence. Now he turned to face the window in his room. He peered out, looking for nothing in particular , and saw the most spectacular sight. It was a beautiful night, and the dark sky above was free of clouds. The clouds, a jewellery case cover , now gone, revealed the thousands of glittering gems that littered the sky. And there, in the midst of the gems, a moon. Like a spherical lantern floating in the sky , it gave off its pale glow, giving life to night , though so dead it may seem.

[Continue] He suddenly remembered why he wanted this peace , this darkness. He closed the windows , drew the curtains and went to lie on his bed. He stared at the ceiling while thoughts swirled in his mind. The ceiling, now dark and empty , was like a screen on which he projected his thoughts onto. But what he saw was not thoughts. Rather, it was the face of a girl , the beautiful and delicate face of a girl. He knew her, or at least he thought he did. But why this uncertainty, he asked himself. [/Continue]

And here the 'inspiration' stops. This will be one long story, and i shall add/edit it everyday. :D

Wednesday. 2 more days to Friday, and of course, the long awaited March Holidays and also the greatly anticipated Sports Carnival.
Nothing much happened today, EXCEPT for the Sex Talk , which was like damn ... LOL. Okay, i laughed at some points of the talk , for ' I forgot ' what reason. But when those pics came out. Eww. Seriously. *Pukes* Lols. :X

After that we had English Timed practice. Yay, lets just say i screwed up summary. Damned. Too long have not done summary, skills rusty , cant write it well. By the time the English Timed Practice ended, it was around 4. Then teacher announced that the topics for the Public Speaking were up.

I got swimming. Goodness. How am I supposed to give a 2 minute hell-boring speech about 'Swimming' ? It just seems like an inappropriate topic. Benjamin had it worse - Korean Drama - or something like that . :X

Maybe I will talk about the benefits of swimming and perhaps share that it was because of swimming that i became this colour. LMAO. ( Share ideas with me :P )

After school went to play bball with :
Benjamin,
Jason ,
Ming Kang ( spectator ) &
Xin Kai.

Nothing much to say about that. Hahas. . .
Yeah and after bball, went to Lot 1 to accompany Ming Kang to take his photo. Lolol , he looks so cute, seriously. =/

And now I'm here, typing away with sore feet ( is there such a term? ) and fatigued body.
Shall end here ,

Ends with a comma, because the story never ends.

Today... Hmmm... Nothing much happened actually. I meant, nothing much interesting happened today. Wait, I'm starting to recall. Hmm. Ok. I'm sorry if the points are not in chronological order, because they come to me randomly.

Oh yes! Hahas. I realised how important Jorin is to this class. Wahahas. This is beacause today, she left for her CO practise while the rest of the class stayed back for English Timed Prac. Then after our practise, the whole class left, without anyone remembering to do their cleaning duty. Only Kelly stayed back to do her duty :S . Hahas >_<

Lets see...

P.E , I really need to improve my timing. ( Not telling what it was :P )
Biology Practical . . . small accident to Nathaniel. Lols. Now he got iodine on his Bio textbook :P

I guess thats it. Its the 'near interesting' things that happened today. Cya.

[edit] I added a blog song. Wait, before you go, ' Damn, I want to listen to my own music !' I should tell you that this is just a soundtrack. And its real soothing. Thats what i feel. Maybe not soothing, perhaps emotional. Heh, and yes, its from Wizet ( Maplestory ). [/edit]

The moon. Brilliant tonight.

I wonder are you watching it with me?

I wonder many things you know, on the high seas when the others are sleeping, watching the sea, the sky, the moon, all blending into a single seamless form. The sound of the waves lapping against the brow of the ship, my hand on the oak rail. Listening. The salt of the sec spray marking my lips.

I would use more words, if i could, for the beauty which you wield, but i cannot. A flowing, soft grace of which you walk, your laugh, your smile. That smile. So innocent, yet so beautiful. A flower, a rose.

So many times i've longed to tell you. So many.But its my fate. Chained to this ship, until destiny complete. So wait for me! Wait for my return! For then, i'll never let you go, never let the tears fall from your eyes. Never again.

I swear.


This nice piece of work is NOT written by me. It is written by good friend and writer, Benjamen. I liked it so i put it here. There, credits done. :D

Heh. Once again, i started out with this post with the intention to write some kind of story. But nothing came out. Nothing. Why? I really need some inspiration, but i can derieve any... No. Not now.

Oh. School today. Same.
Oh yeah, i saw my picture during Assembly. I wasnt supposed to be photographed. Really.
Wadever.
After school went to do geography project in Computer Lab 2.
Did for awhile then went off.
And now I'm here.
Its raining today. Wonderful, just serves to let me think more. So much more.

I'm real sorry if i did anything wrong,
just dont avoid me. Please.

Rainy Day

Friday CIP That rainy night...

Cleanest class. Hah! :)
A tornado swept pass our table.

Sakae Sushi Day

Picture post. Since i promised so, a few posts back. :)

Things had not went right. They were'nt wrong, but just not right. Now the situation's so awkward. Its like talking became impossible.

Some kind of distance.

Today is homework day, since i did not do anything on Friday and Saturday. Kays. So I'm off to do homework. Seeya.


...

Yoyo. :)

Today went to Jurong Point to watch movie with 10 people. All were from 3T2, except Victor.
Went around looking for what to eat, then in the end Jason and I ate Burger King.

Blah. Blah. Blah

Watched Marley and Me. Lols! I teared! It was so sad luhs the ending. I wont say whats the ending. Go watch the movie yourself! :P

After that we spent like half hour plus walking around doing nothing. Then went to McDonalds to take a break from walking around aimlessly. Yeah, and i made a new friend in McDonalds. LOL! ><

After that went home. In all, a very fun day :D

I'm sorry for all these.

I went through my old blog and realised i have alot of interesting things that i wrote, and i had completely forgotten.

Heres one and i think its super appropriate for me to post this now.

I sat there on the balcony of the resort. It commandeda good view of the sea and the whole resort. It was late at night. All the features of the resort were being picked out by thewarm glow of the moon. The waves were calm, it was anextraordinary night. No, wait. Nothing is ever wonderful without you. I wished that you could be there, enjoying themagnificent view with me.

I really do.

Yay, today is Thursday. Tomorrow is Friday, and then the long awaited WEEKENDS will arrive. :D Ok lets see... school ... hmm ...

Nothing much happened in particular... except for after school.
Yeah so I didn't hand up my baby photo again together with XinKai so we got 'punished' by evil Jorin to do class duties. ARGH =X Oh yeah! Class duties. That reminds me of something important.

3T2 WON THE CLEANEST CLASS AWARD. :D Happy coz its the first time i'm in a class that won cleanest class >< At least its comforting to know that all that effort put into keeping the class by evil Jorin has not gone to waste. :D

Kays. Back to after school. Hmm... Oh, Felicia and Benjamin had a very interesting discussion today after school. xD I cannot say so much buts its related to 'Love'. Wakaka. :X
Then went to eat Sakae Sushi with Ming Kang and Ming Lun. Not ala carte, but buffet. Gosh, stuffed myself so much that i wished i could just teleport home.
*Rule 1 when eating a buffet - Make sure they dont earn a profit from you. In order words, eat as much as possible. HAHAS!
Anyways, thnx MK and ML for pei-ing me to eat :D:D

Blah.
Pictures in the next post. I havent uploaded em yet.

-!&JAVIER

*feelings so strong now,

Ok... I started out this post with the intention of writing some short story, but apparently, could not.

Wait...

In class, he would occasionally turn his head around, as though looking for something, just to catch a glimpse of her.

Hmm. [ Writer's Block. ]

Oh wells.

...

I can officially tell you today is not a very lucky day.
Lost Items report.
Wynnette - Wallet
Xiu Zhi - Wallet
( ? ) - Handphone

Lols. Ok. Nvm. Hopefully you guys will be able to find back your stuff. :D


Hmm. Today was the first day i skipped Hip-Hop. And good thing I did. Cause today was the day they choose those who are going to perform in front of the school. Naturally i wasnt selected - COZ I WASNT EVEN THERE! xD
- That above paragraph is specially written for those of you ( Wynnette & Edlyn :P ) who wanted 'so badly' to see me dance. Sorry, but you wont get toooooo. HAHAS ><><"

Oh. I needa talk more. I think. :D

-!&JAVIER

He titled his head upwards and looked at the cold, grey sky. Many more white fluffy snowflakes were falling down onto the dead earth. He tried to count all the snowflakes. One, Two, Three, Four, Five, Six ... ... ...

But he knew that no matter how many snowflakes he could observe, it would never exceed the number of times that he thought about her; the number of times he would just spend hours thinking about her.


-This was just something i was thinking about as i was trying to sleep...
I know its not well described, but I just had to write this down somewhere.

Rain again. No its not a bad thing, but now it only serves to make me a lil moodier. I've been thinking. Wait. Forget it.

Anyways, today we received our Geo and .... urm.... i think it was only Geography? Hahas.
Not pleased with the results, considering that i studied for hours without end. =/
After school had the Groove It! thing. I am in hip-hop for those who didnt know. Yeah, so today we did some new cheography, which was, in my opinion, too fast for me to follow. So i screwed up :X Oh wells.
After the course ended, went to nearby coffee shop to drink coffee with Chia Hui and Kester. I just love sitting down, enjoying a drink while thinking about recent events etc.

Thinking... I just could not get my mind off her.
So, now I'm back home, staring outside at the pouring rain . . .
I'm going to take a late ( and i mean it ) afternoon nap. Shall wake up with ENERGY to do CHINESE.
Hahas ><"

Cya~


I wouldnt have that amount of courage to tell it to you. No.
But i realy hope you know...
...

Yay. Recovered (99%) from my sickness.
Went to Lot 1 to go gaigai with Alvin and his group of friends (who i dont know )
Ended up going arcade to play, then go KFC eat abit.
After KFC, window-shopped for awhile and then went home. LOL.
Oh yeah. It raiiinneeedddd agaaaaiiinnnnn~

Yay. Its been raining for quite a number of consecutive days already. :D
I just read Edyln's blog and found out that she hates the rain ='(
Rain is nice waddd. So cooling, so relaxing. Unless of course you plan to go out for a day at the beach and it rains... that i can understand. But other than that, raining rocks~ Makes me so relaxed...

Who else loves rainy days? Imma gonna have a poll on this soon i guess. =P

Ohyeah. Nw gtg do CHINESE COMPO. *faint*
Its not that i totally hate chinese or smth... but i really dunno what to write.
Guess i'm just gonna have to try.

Cya~
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