And in this lonely night a soft wind blew. Cold and unwelcoming, but he had to move on. The darkness that the night had casted on the streets was ominous, but the dim light given off by candle-lit lamposts seemed to bring life into this deathly scene.

The light casted a shadow behind him as he walked past, and just when he felt that he was being followed, it would disappear back into the darkness, to hide itself from the world. And again and again this went on, as his slow heavy and lifeless footsteps brought him closer to the next lampost, and then away into the night once again.

How he wished he could be like his shadow. To appear when things seemed right, and when the going gets bad, disappear and hide.

Disappear and hide. . .

For now he knew the truth. The dreeadful truth that he had hoped to never hear. The painful piercing words that could never be taken back once said. It left scars on him, deep bloody scars and though they might heal in time to come, he himself, will never.

Woo! I see quite a number of tags! xD Thnx for tagging y'all! :D:D

Kays so this short post will be dedicated to the replying of tags!

Tags

EDLYN Yoyo! Thnx for tagging :)

Felicia Yes I am forgetful coz I'm old! :P And thanks so much for tagging! :D:D

Cheryl Harlows Noober! :D haha kidding. Thnx for telling me that imeem is stupid :P They should have something that lets us upload our songs into our blogs luh :/

Hao Destroy/Please my ears. Cancel wherever appropriate :D

mk Birthday boy! :D I think i'll just go with wanker =X

Kester Omg. You tagged? Wahahas! :D Eh wait. You even come here? Coool >< Yeah, James Tan. Lol

Xk Ello boss. I copied down notes man. That shows that i am attentive, just forgetful =(
Too bad lor, i growing old every second ><

Hoho done with the tags :D
Cya ~

[Insert] Omg. So coincidentally this is my 100th post! Yay! :P

For your beauty can put even the most elegant rose to shame,
And your personality intertwines so harmoniously with perfection,
thats why you're so wonderful
in every way :D

Yay today it rained again! :D But sadly the rain did not last throughout the afternoon, if not it would have been great napping weather :X
Blehx. Today we had normal lessons. EMaths. Got back our test. Did better than i expected, though not good enough. Not telling marks :D

English. Since the EL Paper is already over, Ms Foo did not do any English stuff with us. Instead she was talking about . . . Oh crap, i forgot! LOL. Only remembered that she spoke to us about the Swine Flu. Our impending doom. Lol!

CME. Ms Foo had to go to some other class for lessons i think, so she left us to do our CME project. As my group has yet to decide on what to do, our discussion was pointless. Instead, it drifted towards Not CME related stuff. I shall not elaborate :X But it was quite funny luh some of them :P

Recess. After recess was Lit. Oh wth, why am I typing down every damn thing that happened today. I'll summarize. Lit. As usual i dont know if i even learnt anything from his lesson. Mr Tan told us that he will be leaving BPGHS soon, and gave us a feedback form at the end of the lesson for us to fill up which he says will aid him in his decision of weather or not to remain in this school. Chinese . . . Nothing much. AMath . . . nothing much, except that Mrs Chiu was quite funny today ><

After school was supposed to go Lot 1 to buy bdae pressie for Ming Kang :D , but that Edi did not turn up. Must be wanking at home. Damn him -.-

Kk, so that is basically what happened today. Cya.
Oh yeah, I am running out of nice pictures to put before each of my posts ><

For sadness and loneliness is
ubiquitous in my world.
But just the sight of you; even hearing your voice
makes the day seem so much better :D

Whoah today's Enlish Paper was epic. Epic fail. The composition i wrote the arugementative topic and i wrote it against my will and thoughts. See, the question was ' Local students are given too much homework '. Do you agree? The answer is obviously yes, i agree, however i dont know why but for some crap reason i wrote I disagree ><" Oh wells.
Then the letter writing. I think i did not have strong points to convince my audience T_T. Haish.

Worse of all is the comprehension. I dont know why but i feel that i cannot answer a lot of the questions. Summary was the worst of all. I stated details that we not supposed to be stated and hence exceeding the word count by about 10 words. And by doing so i had to leave out the points derived from the last paragraph. Damned!
But since its over, no use crying over spilled (chocolate xD) milk. Shall focus on other exams.

Oh! After school stayed back with Ming Kang to accompany Adelson for awhile. Dunno why also, but was fun. Lols!
Then went to MacDonalds to eat with MK. Went home after that.

Kays shall end here. Cya.

&i cant stop these feelings
because they are so strong,
and every day they grow
this feeling of fondness . . .

Haisssh. That A Math worksheet is giving me one hell of a headache. Questions that i dont know how to do, after explained to me, seemed so ... solvable. Perhaps i was not thinking hard enough when i was attempting these killer questions? Damn, i need to improve.
Once again, i'll say this: Exams are coming. Hence the tense mood of most people. No more fun and games. No. Its serious time.

Ok, before i start spouting nonsense, I shall end here.
Cya. Oh yes and

GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR ENGLISH EXAM! :D

Life's never dull with you,

and there you'll be,

through lifes misery,

But no matter how it goes,

I'll love you forever.

As the Mid - Years are drawing near, I can really feel the stress piling up on me. One day i'll not be able to hold them much longer. Oh wells.
Nothing to post about, so shall end here.

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xk : Actually it is not a poem. It does not contain any literary devices and the structure of it does not match that of any poems. Lols. Its more of like point forms of what i want to say, as i am lazy to link them up together into a nice paragraph ><.

Felicia : :D Hellos! Aww come on, cheerup! No use getting sad over it right? :X

Hao : Sing for me during Astro next time . =X

BEnny : Nice :D

EDLYN : Thanks ! :D You too! Hahas

mk : Vocabulary :'( I'm so weak in that. Darn i want your memorizing powers! =/

A Bird
Tried to fly, could not
For all its endeavours, success was still far
Hardwork, perserverance and courage
One fine day, an attempt
A flap of its wings, a flutter
Took off to the skies and
There it flew
Overcame its fear, hardship
But happiness never lasts long
In the distance, a shot
A loud bang, it pierced the air
And also its heart, with
Such precise aim
A lethal shot it was
It killed instantaneously
Fell to the ground and a thud
For its dead
Dead, and never alive again.

Random shitz by Javier.
If you get the hidden meaning behind this, good for you ! :D hahas
Once again, i emphasize that this is random. :D

Haish Monday. Monday blues. Argh. Nevermind, i really have nothing much to post about. Just have a few things to say. Yeah, mid-years are just around the corner, so lets all work hard ! :D
Hmmm. Other than that, nothing much. Oh, get well soon uh Kelly ^^.



It hurts so much just knowing that . . .

Today was just like any other Saturday. Wait, no . . . it was extraordinary & special in so many ways :D

Okays, woke up rather late today. I mean who wouldn't on a Saturday? :X

Slacked around until it was like 4+

Left for Lot 1 to help my mother bring home the groceries. She had to go and register for my chinese tuition so i helped her push the trolley home :D ( D: for the chinese tuition part )

I don't really help out often, but after today i finally understand how hard it is for my mother to come home with that heavy trolley every Saturday after her grocery shopping. Thanks so much mummy for always buying the groceries and never letting out a single complain :D

And at Lot 1 they were filming some channel 8 show. Saw Pornsak. Forgot the other actresses names :/ I got a short vid, but it is not clear, as there were too many people crowding around that area. Also met Felicia at Lot 1 for just a brief moment :D xD Hahas.

Came home and finally decided to start on homework. Did a few questions for the Physics worksheet before finally giving up. Blah Blah Blah . . . hmm then went for dinner.

From then on its boring details about my boring life, so i shall not state them :X

Gtg
Cya

But life is never dull with you :D

How i wish Singapore is not so hot & humid. Damn it sucks, the feeling of being sweaty 24/7. Blehx. Anyways i am just here to share the beauty of aurora(s). :D

I think that these auroras are the most beautiful things that nature has to offer.

It gives the place such a calm atmosphere, so relaxing and romantic at the same time. Hais . . . I want to see the world >< .

Just imagine, sitting side by side with your loved one on a cold ( ok maybe not THAT cold, but ... just nice :D ) winter night, and looking up you see aurora rays in all their beauty, radiating such gentle and distinct colours that not even a rainbow can reflect. That would be awesome.

& i really wish i could be beside you

This post is for all 204 Bananas !
Please visit the Class Blog @ www.oh-four-bananas.blogspot.com to see the list of choices for the June chalet. These are just some of them. I will be putting up more, so as to give you guys a wider range of choice.

-Javier.

Please click to enlarge. This is evidence that Xin Kai is indeed a lazy bum and his reason for not updating his blog ( he cannot use the computer often ) is bogus. Lols! :X Hahas.

FRIDAYYYY ! Wooo ! Hahas.
Anyways, today the class was awfully empty for the periods before recess. Apparently it was because the Choir members had to leave for SYF competition, and during the period before recess, quite a number of scholars had to proceed down to the canteen to set up their booths for the International Friendship Day thingy.

Hmm. . . Biology was pretty fun i guess. Well, at least i did not feel like falling asleep. And after school, XinKai and I went to play basketball in school with Jeshrei, Jason and Darren. Urm . . .
Yes, and we stopped playing at 2.20 (?). After that, i went to Meng Kiats house to play basketball ( again ) with the usual Friday gang. This time got addition. Derek ! ( Sexy boy ), HanWei. I guess the rest always turn up to play.
I got a video of them playing, but Derek refuses to allow me to upload it. Dang ! :X ( As to why he doesnt allow, please ask me through msn or sms or something. )

Play play play. Derek and Darren Tan were the first to go off. Then urm . . . continued playing until i couldnt take it and decided to go to the vending machine to buy a drink. And amazingly i got scammed by the freaking machine. Damn la, MY ONE DOLLAR! Lols! Argh. Whatever. :/

Yeah so now i'm at home, posting this post.
Gtg cya.

/beacause you mean the world to me
/&i love you so much that
/i cant let go.

Hmm today was just like any other day. A few things interesting happened though. Lets see...

EMath we played some game that helped us revise.
New Reader's Digest.
Recess. Went to do chin-ups.
Physics lesson was hilarious. :D
Geography teacher did not come, but made her presence felt by giving us homework.
English went through situational writing. Had public speaking. Benjamin was funny & Rolu was just amazing. Nicest speech so far in my opinion :D
After school, went to play basketball. Yes, again. Went with Benjamin, Jason & XinKai. Super fun today :D Hmm. . . After basketball we went to the nearby provision shop to purchase some food/drinks to replenish our lost energy ( and alot of it i might add ). Well, I did not buy anything for i did not bring my allowance today. Bleh.
Jason however got quite a number of foodstuff which he willingly (?) shared with us. Thanks so much ! :DWe sat down at the playground to snack, as requested by Jason. Sitting at the playground seemed to fill him with nostalgia as he remembers his childhood :X
On the way home, saw a dead rat. Huge. Picture below. Flies were all around it. Decomposing. Poor thing. Wondered what happened. Oh wells. Went home with Benjamin.
Stopped by at the school so that Benjamin could relief himself. Lols.

Feelins so strong,

Had AMath test today.
Then after school went to play bball with Xinkai & Yu Kiat.
Went back to school for astro.
Wynnette came back to Astro ! Hahas
Urm, yeah then after astro went home with Daniyal.


Not in a mood to blog. Sorry.


Tears rolled down his face. It was all so sudden, the truth and everything.
One drop landed on the ground. He remembered the times he spent with her, the good times.
But such thoughts only served to worsen things. He knew this truth would reveal itself someday,
but why did it hurt so much, why did it hurt so much more than he thought it would.

Oh damned ! Pictures ! I keep forgetting to upload em. Procrastrinate i shall. Tomorrow then :P
Yeah today our class had the care and share thingy. We sold root beer floats etc. According to that statistics ( Felicia's blog :X ) we made a handsome ( or pretty LOL ) profit of $160. Amazing.
Truly amazing. And i contributed! Lols! xD
Yeah then after recess was Geography, followed by Social Studies ( by then i was super tired and seized the opportunity to take a quick sleep whenever possible ) and the day ended with Chemistry.

Bleh. Monday blues. After school xk and me went to canteen to have lunch. Benjamin disappeared to play bball white we were eating. After lunch i proceeded home, as i was super tired and was desperately in need of an afternoon nap.

Back home, i got 'distracted' by my Nintendo DS Lite and i started playing it for like 2 hours. So that by the time i actually went to sleep it was 5.30pm. Yes, the fun of Pokemon never fails to keep me awake.

( Skips the insignificant details ... ) My mother found out that i spent so much time playing the DS and she confiscated it. T_T Dunno when i'll get it back >< . Nevermind, I have my handphone and laptop to accompany me. :X

Gtg now. Cya.

Your beauty puts even the most gorgeous rose to shame.

On a side note:
Why must there be all these internal conflicts? Why give ourselves trouble? To give in to each other i think, is something that is so simple and wonderful, yet so many people fail to understand its secret meaning and practice it. I mean. . . damned, how do I put this.
Nevermind that. Anyways, wouldn't it be great if everyone were just good friends? No fights, no quarrels, no petty complains about the opposite party? That would make life so much easier, so much nicer and so much more ideal, wouldn't it?
I know i have no right to say such stuff, for I have not a clue as to what is going on between them, but no matter the cause, the solution still remains the same. No, you cant expect to keep at this forever.
Someone's got to give. Dignity, just cancel that out for once.

Remember the time we had the conflict between BokWoon and MingLun? Hahas. 'Paradox'. Yes, remember that, I hope you do. How did you guys end it? Honestly I cant remember it well, but i think it had something to do with 'Forgiveness' ? Is it not?

Bleh. I am talking shit again. Usual habit when I am feeling what I am now. Just that this time i penned it down. Argh.

For how i wished i could make these feelings clear ,
like that water in the lake,
crystal clear.

Bleh , damned pissed. Thats coz i lost track of time and forgot to do the Chemistry Quiz and now its gone. Dead and gone. Lol. Argh wadever. I dunno why, but i feel lost in life. I'm lost, I've wandered off the destined path, the path marked out so clearly before me, but i choose to take a detour. But knowing you are there in this world keeps me on track ; back again to the lifeline. I'm like at a lost to
All subjects . Perhaps i need to revise
My schedule. I think i am too relaxed ?
My life in general.

Wadever.

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Today went to cousin's house to celebrate his birthday. Lols. Went swimming first for a short while, then headed to his house for the Tempanyaki (?) dinner. Seriously it is. We have to cook the food ourselves on the hot plate thingy. Super fun, and the food was delicious too :D
Yeah, nothing much after that. Oh yeah, 'wrestled' with my cousin for the com. Reason? Secret. Wahahas. Nothing sick though.
Blardy hell. I'm so lost, so confused. I'll upload pictures tomorrow, I think.
Save me. Put me back on track again.

Like a light in the foreboding darkness,
you guide me to the truth, the way i came
You helped me realise,
how deep feelings can go.
How such feelings could control,
but you kept them on a hold.
( THIS IS NOT REFERING TO ANYONE AT ALL. IT WAS JUST RANDOM SHIT I CAME UP WITH WHILE EMO-ING )

*Yawns*
Pls ignore the timing of my posts. They are screwed. The actual time that i am writing this is 3.58 a.m.
Tired . . .
For this post i'll just be replying to some tags.
I'll post about today and e-learning day tomorrow.
Hopefully laziness doesnt control me.

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Someone : Hahas, sure thing Felicia :D Remember to say it on Monday horh! xDD
Blank : I'll take it that you dont like the song. Lols, its okays, I can't expect everyone in the world to have the same taste in music. =D
EDLYN : =D
mk : Refer to my reply to Zi Yi :X
BEnny : Sure thing man.

Hahas! Yes! Its gonna be a short picture post! And what about ? Saturday's dinner ! LOL.

This is the 'Hotel' we went to for dinner.
Sorry, too much spotlight on the advert of the restuarant.

Is was kind of a buffet dinner. Yeah, get to take whatever you want, how much you want. And its amazingly cheap. $10 + per person. And the food is scrumptuous too. :D

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Today was rather plain. Nothing much happened. No bball today coz had tuition. Yeahs. The only thing that i can remember vividly is that i got 'scammed'. Promise someone i would speak a little chinese ( :D ) & she would reply me by translating it into Japanese( >_< ). And when i said 'bye bye' in Chinese, she replied me in English, stating that she did not know how to say 'Bye' in Japanese. xDD

Wahahas ! You owe me a sentence in Japanese ! :D ;D

I was just looking through my old blog, and recollecting the past. Hais, good lower secondary times. Thnx for spending it with me all 204 Bananas! :D Especially the Pokemon crazy crew : Kester, Jin Wee, Bok Woon , Zi Yi . And ChiaHui, for always hitting me for no good reason . I miss all that now :X

And Benjamen! He's the guy that . . . showed me so many things that I've never seen before. The joy of writing. One of them xD

Hahas. Heres something Benjamen and I did up. :D Hopefully you can still remember this Benjamen. :D

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In these modern times, we can expect things to change. This includes letters that children might write to Santa requesting for presents.Here is an example of a Modern Letter written by Benjamen and myself.

" Dear Santa,In this time of society, what we people emphasize on is punctuality and efficiency. Therefore, please get yourself a pair of JR-200X Rocket Powered Boots ( powered by Disel ) to enable you to make a hasty delivery of presents to children all around the world. Especially to HDB's, We know there is no parking lot for your reindeer so we have enclosed a weekend ticket just for your sleigh. Just leave $20 at the nearest 7-11 store you happen to come across.

Thank you.

Love, Javier & Benjamen "


Wahahas! Good times buddy :D

Epic. ELBOW FLARE. WTF?!??! Lol.

I Will upload pics of Saturday's dinner, so dont you worry. There are only 2 anyways :X

Okays, today was super funny, especially after school, when Kelly's Geography group was doing their . . . photoshoot. Lol! They had to take pictures of poor Benjamin doing weird expressions. I was with Adelson and we were the audience of this humurous show.
Felicia and Kelly were like asking Benjamin to show different facial expressions so that Kelly could capture them, and everytime Benjamin would make a 'fool' outta himself. Super hilarious. Adelson and I were like at one corner laughing the shit outta us. In fact, Felicia, Kelly and XinKai were also laughing away . Hahas! Good job Benjamin!

Then we went to play bball at XK's house. Was a very short session of around 1 hour. Nothing much happened there.

SCOREBOARD

Javier 1
Xin Kai 3

He won me in the first match :D

Benjamin 3

Xin Kai 0

Benjamin owned :X

Javier 3

Xinkai 1

The power of Basketball infused with
dance ! :D Ask them for what i mean.

Benjamin 3

Javier 2

Overall Champion is the Benjybong!
xD

Kays gtg le. Cya :D

Your laughter, your smile. Its just so pretty.

Its Sunday. And tmr, we will all be putting on our school uniforms and getting ready to leave for school. Anyways, i shall continue with yesterday's post here. But not now, because i have homework ( damned ) to complete.

He wondered. If there was one thing that mattered to him most, that he would be willing to treasure and protect it with his life, what would it be? He knew this answer, but its hidden somewhere deep down within him. The courage he needed to answer his question had faded, and now it was impossible to retrieve.

He then remembered that smile of hers. That radiant smile. For some reason, he felt much happier just picturing it in his mind - and a vivid memory it was , as such a special smile could never be forgotten even by the most amnesic of people.

:D



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[Felicia] =P
[Hao™] Haish. Yeah. Heartless. Its a nice song, isn't it ?
[jinwee] Most probably a second hand one or . . . i dont know.

Woo! Saturday! And i wasted it once again with the computer , and sleeping . ><"
Okays, later if i aint wrong my parents are bringing the family out for dinner, so i'll post abt that later on. Other than that, today was pretty plain.
Oh yes, sorry Benhardi for not coming to tennis.


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[Felicia] Eyyer. Dun want to tell me what you all were gossiping about! xD Hahas ;D

[JiaYi] Omg. I didnt know u come here ! Hahas thnx for tagging :D ( you still like GD ? ) :X

I realised that the super small font story is causing some problems. [edit] But heck. I'm putting it back up. [/edit]

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[xk] I have no idea :X Perhaps to see who really bother to find out its contents? Or just to strain your eyes. Hahas xD
[Hao™] Yes, i know. I was just kidding. Anyways, as to why my font is so small, refer to the above tag reply.
[:::wannie:::] Exactly luh. Wth. Anyways, am I emo? Hahas xD

Yay ! Weekends are here. Hahas :X
Okay, so today was pretty the same ; just like any other ordinary day.
Chinese then A.Math
Oh about A.Math. I think Mrs Chiu is like trying to make the lessons more lively by telling us 'jokes' . Thats so rare luh ! Today was the second lesson that the class burst out laughing beacuse of her joke. >< Hopefully she keeps this up , so that A.Math lessons wont be that boring :/

After A.Math was English. Had public speaking today. Yeah. Hmm. Tinesh was like so fluent and pro luh ! Hahas.

Recess. Plugged in my earpieces and blasted music inside my head. While listening to music, i was . . . doing . . . my uncompleted Biology workbook. Girls behind were busily chatting away. ( Just found out that they were gossiping. ) Darn! Didnt get to hear anything . xD Then after that was Bio , nothing much except that we started on a new topic.

Went to Meng Kiat's house to play bball after school. Blahblahblah . . .
We played for a few hours before proceeding to Meng Kiat's house to slack for awhile. ( More like recover our lost energy :X )
Went home at around 6.40pm? Not too sure. I dont look at my watch very often.

Kays. Now i am here blogging, and trying to keep myself awake. Lols.
Cya.


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[Xk] My legs don't like to run :/
[Hao™] Yeah. Bball is short form for basketball. Very funny? LOL. Jkjk ;/
[mk] Wtf? Lol.
[Felicia] Thnx for tagging :D I realise you never ever tag about my posts . Hahas xD

He woke up abruptly , only to find himself covered in cold sweat. In previous ocassions, he was unccertain about the cause of this, but now, he was well aware of what had happened.

As he lay down on his bed and closed his eyes, he drifted off into a deep sleep, one filled with vivid dreams and also lifeless thoughts. He knew well enough that he was now in control by his mind. His mind was playing tricks with him, deceiving him, and above all, hurting him so badly on the inside . . .

When he awoke, he was afraid. Terrified that what he had dreamt was real. For he had no way to know, all he could only do is wait, and hope. Small drops of tears rolled down his face, and in these tears were the pain he had experienced , the consequence of something that had not been real.

[ Sorry i know this is not properly structured. I wrote this immediately when i woke up. ]

Woo! Today was an epic fail day :D
Okay, firstly, during E.Math that worksheet that teacher gave us, i took like quite some time to figure out how to do those simple simple questions. :X I think i am becoming stupid. Hais . . .

Next, Geography presentation. Walao, my group do until very well lor then during my part of the presentation i think i screwed it up :X Was like so nervous. :/
Anyways amazing work on the video HuiFang :D
And credits to Jason for pissing off my group leader xD

Lastly. English speech. Oh my god. Of all the students I had to go first. And if you are wondering why the abrupt ending, its coz i didnt really had time to think of an ending. Argh ! Screwed it up :X Hahas.

Okays, after school, went to play bball with : Benjybong, Jason, Rolu, XinKai. Jason slipped and fell coz the floor was like super slippery. Hope you are okay :] . Then after playing amongst ourselves for awhile, some other group of people came and requested a match, so we played with them. We won , yeahs. ( Hopefully you don't think i'm utterly useless now Jason :X )

Bleh. I wasnt even supposed to stay back today. Mum actually wanted me to go home right after school :X Sorry, bball temptation. So after our match and a few more random practises, Benjybong and I went home together. Yeah i had to rush home so no time to crap with you guys . Sorry .

Okays. Now back home, tired and . . . sleepy :X
I'm gonna go take a . . . nap. Yeah, a nap xD


~ Just seeing you can make even the most terrible day turn around. ~

Epic video! This is what commercials should be aboout! :X ( Its a banned one though )
Credit to Jeshrei ! :D