Prove to you that A7x CANNOT be classified as heavy metal. They play country too! In their own unique and awesome style. See the lyrics. Beautiful. I LOVE Avenged Sevenfold!

Today we had cheering competition practise. A little sore that we had to wake up so early, but nevermind ;D . So, we met up outside school and then proceeded to this huge circle area somewhere near Kelly's house to discuss the cheering stuff.
Hmm. I realise if i were to say everything we did this post will be hell long, so I'll summarize. Important points only.

Yeah okay so we were all like pretty sian. ESPECIALLY Jia Sheng! :X Hahas!. But i guess in the end after alot of shouting etc, we finally got a little more enthusiastic. Urmm... Honestly i cant really remember all the actions myself. Damned. Gotta make it a point to memorize.

Yah so after practise was lunch. Didnt eat coz i didnt feel hungry. Lols. Followed gang 1 to KFC but then got tricked by gang 2 and followed them to SubWay. I ended up in Long John Silvers ( most hated fastfood restaurant - ask me why if you wish ) with gang 2. Dang.

Bla bla... then urm after lunch Felicia, Khalid, Kelly, Shu Ann and I went to Kelly's house to do the props, while the other bunch of basketball enthusiast went to Windermere ( spelt wrongly ) to play basketball. Sorry guys for not coming. Firstly, doing the props with prop group is fun :D Secondly, really no time.

Ya . . . so at Kelly's house we attempted the gruelling task of coming up and making props for the cheering com. These include number tags to be pasted on the back of our shirts ( trust me they look great ) and some waistband thingy. :D

Oh gosh. Theres really alot i want to write about the prop making session, but its really too much. Lols. Nevermind. Sum it all up, I had lots of fun, and finally i feel that i contributed at least a little to the cheering com. :X

Went off at arounf 5.15pm because i had to rush off to have dinner with my grandparents.

Hmm, so that pretty much concludes the day. I do have a few side notes though. Read on.

1. I think i acquired a new nickname xD

2. Guys. ( And gals ) Please. We really need to put our 100% effort in this cheering competition. I know its sian, i feel the same way too, but you must understand. The efforts being put in by our two dear cheerleaders ( :X ) is far from minimal. Winning this is not for them. Its not for anyone. Its for our class! And like the cheer says " this is our final year ". So comeon everybody! Be enthusiastic about it!

I can tell you this honestly. You should see all the hard work being put into this competition. Think about it. You guys came for today's practise. It wasnt a short 1 hour practise. Its almost close to 4 hours! Would you want to waste all the effort you've put in? And also the making of props. Do you think that the prop making is as simple as it sounds? I know very well it aint, since i was there to witness ( you all should have seen it ). Kelly took almost 20minutes to complete ONE- yes one - number tag. Felicia had to tahan sitting down on the floor drawing out 45 repeated patterns for the number tags. Shu Ann and Khalid were also having an equally hard time cutting out the materials for the making of alphabets for the waistband.

Some people might think : ' Then dont make so many props la! ' But props do contribute to a percentage in the 'marking scheme'. And every percent counts.

Winning is good isnt it? So why not just give it your all and do our very best for this competition? Show them what T2 is really made up of. Show them all that we are able to overcome the dominant sian-ness in all of us and own this cheering competition!

I've said enough. I myself promise to be 100% more enthu during practises. Please do so too, all of us 3T2morrowians. So that when its all over, we will have no regrets. :D

Okay I am seriously damned pissed. I wrote one super long post and i accidentally deleted it by mistake.

I shall rewrite since it was important.

Okay, so today is supposedly the last day of school before the June holidays start. Isnt it a day that is supposed to be happy? Joyful? But no, thats not the case today. Apart from the minor stuff, there is this thing that really got me flabbergasted. Listen up. Biology Oral. Wtf?!

Yes, all you readers, you can stop rubbing your eyes to make sure u saw properly. Because this is for real. Biology Oral. So this is the purpose of the activity, as said by the teacher -To prevent us from doing pure mugging for Biology. God damned it. You think we like to even mug for Biology? -.-

Apparently this thing is like another Biology exam, scheduled during our June Holidays ( last week). We have to revise for all the chapters we've learnt. So let me break it down for you. They will ask us a question, and they expect us to answer back verbally, in an essay form. Thanks! You saved my pen ink! =.= Then they will also question us to see if we can explain stuff to them. Damned, dont we already do this during exams? What the is the difference?!

Coming to this point, i will state another matter of fact. I dont get it. How can teachers take away our holiday days without our permission /consent, but when we dont come to school, ( other than for medical reasons ) we have to face consequences. I would insert another vulgar here, but i am not supposed to.

Wadever.

After school today went with Ming Kang to Lot 1 for lunch. Then we went to explore the newly opened Roof Garden , or whatever they call it. Nothing nice. A miniature water park ( i really mean miniature ) and a big open space is all that i can remember. Hmmm.

Then proceeded to XinKai's house to play basketball. Woon Kiat was present too. I shall not elaborate on the details of this.

Okay. So this is it. School holidays have started. But why? Why does it still feel so empty, so wrong? Its like something important is missing. . . missing. . . I don't know . . .

& so the holidays begin, but if it means being unable to see you everyday,
then perhaps i would rather be in school. And maybe this is the thing thats missing. Your smile, your beauty ; and you.

Zacky Vengeance!
The Rev!

Synster Gates!

M. Shadows!

Like i said in my tagbox, please switch off your speakers immediately if you cant stand Avenged Sevenfold songs. Either that or off my music player. Whatever.

Avenged Sevenfold rocks!

Hais. . .

Why does it seem so wrong when everything is so right?

A7X Rocks.

Yo. First and foremost, THEY $%^& POSTPONED THE CHEERING COMPETITION. Hmmm. That may be a good thing, but apparently there are quite a number of people who are unhappy with the sudden decision. Oh whatever.

Today we practically had no school. Whole day was dedicated to performances. Had BPian idol and 'O' Level music students perform. I love Jeshrei's guitar. Looks damn cool >< Being beside you makes me feel like

After school went to Lot 1 with Felicia, Benjamin, Kelly and XinKai to buy socks, supposedly for the cheering com. We bought like 20+ pairs which costs 66 bucks. The shopowner was like shocked to see us purchase so many :X Probably think we're mad. But oh wells :D
My world is complete
Then proceeded to McDonalds to have lunch. Urm, very fun luh during lunchtime :D I also forgot why liao, but fun ;D ( I can remember the Truth or Dare thing though :X )
because
Went to play basketball after that with XK, Benjamin and his borther, Martin. He own lor! :P
Nothing interesting happened then, so i shall skip.
you mean everything to me .
Today's weather forecast. Killer weather. Apparently my friend said he heard the radio announce the death temperature to be 35 Degrees Celcius. Good. If this keeps up i'll probably not live to take my 'O' Levels.

Hmmm. Other than that... nothing much. Pardon me if i forget anything that is important. This is because after basketball and the lack of water, I am feeling weird and my head feels like a hot pan.

Kays byes :D

Heh! I guess i'm filled with some renewed confidence. Nvm if you dont know what i am talking about. :D
But still, no mood to post a long post. Lazy. LAZYYY :P
So yeah. Hopefully tomorrow's cheering com practise will go well :D:D

Cya.
I realised that the agony lies within me. And i shall once again renew my spirit, and tell you how much i like you :D

Hi all. Yeah, back from camp le. Though that was yesterday but was too lazy to post. Honestly, i dont think i should elaborate on what we did during the camp, since practically everyone went and experienced more or less the same thing. So yeah.

I think i shall post about today tomorrow. ( See uh, procrastination. Apparently the camp didnt get rid of that bad habit of mine. ) Coz no really no mood, and tired.

Cya.
T_T Everything's going against me, but i still love you so much. And letting go is one thing i can never do. & your laughter, your smile. Gosh its pretty. . .

Just a very short post before i go sleep.
Tomorrow is the somewhat dreaded camp. Damned, its not even a camp, its a retarded dunno what to call it thing. Lol.
Anyways, i will not be dating my computer for the next 3 days. So yeah.
Okays, gtg sleep le. Cya. Wish me luck. Hopefully I'll survive through their camp.

Byes.

&the thought of not being able to see you, to talk to you for the next three days are the most painful, because i really like you.

What i saw i really wish i did not see.
It hurts, pain undescribed to attack the innocent heart.
Die at its mercy, for no amount of will can suppress the cold steel knives,
penetrate this fragile conscience of mine.
And live i shall not through the tourture

DANG! I'm getting real random! :X Hahas. Received back results today. Woo! Failed Social Studies. Super encouraging. Thanks ! :D ._.
To hell with Social Studies luh!
Nevermind. The rest of the results were okay i guess, just that i REALLY REALLY need to improve in English, especially for Summary Writing.
Yeaps, thats all.

Tomorrow is the beginning of the receiving of results. Haish. Damned, I'm scared. Real scared. I really hope i dont screw up any subject, especially English. I felt that i did very badly for english. Its this weird feelings i get. . . Dang.

Anyways, wishing all goodluck tomorrow when they receive their results.Hopefully they get the marks they wish to achieve. ;D

I cant think of anything random to post about, so I guess i'll just end here. Yeah.


Its a promise i made to myself that i shall keep forever.

I wonder, with the current advances in technology, how will things be like in the future.
I give you two examples :

HAIR SHAMPOO
Okay, fine maybe its not an 'advance in technology, but whatever. Same idea anyways. Okay, you all should be aware of all the hair shampoo ads these days right? What SunSilk and the lot. They clain to have 'moisturizers' and lots of other 'wonderful stuff' to make your hair smoother, silkier and softer.
But i wonder, with all these chemicals added, have they forgotten about the main purpose of hair shampoo? - That is, to kill the germs or whatever you call it in your hair.

Handphones
8MP Camera! 3.5G! Wi-Fi! Touch-Screen! Nowadays, handphones are getting so advances that they have so many different functions crammed into it, making it like a 100 in 1 device. People also go for these functions, I guess. Manufacturers of handphones are also focusing their develpoment of these extra functions, constantly improving, and perhaps even adding on more. But i wonder, will the day come when a handphone company releases a phone with all the functions you can ever wish for, and a few days later call it back. Why? Because they forgot to include the calling function. Or maybe the calling function is faulty.

Point is, change is bound to happen, but i really hope some things dont change too much, for if they do, their true and setimental value might be lost.

But one thing's for sure. I will never change my feelings towards you . . .

When he promised he'd give you everything, she'll just take that to her advantage, and satisfy her overwhelming sense of materialism.

Yeah okay I shall make it an exception. Today after school went to Lot 1 to eat with Kester, also battled with him Pokemon. Fun fun :D Long time since we played poekmon together eh? :X
Then went to watch that X Men movie with Marcus, Benhardi, Tommy, Zheng Lun and some sec 1/2 guy that i dont know. Quite a nice movie. Like the action. Lols.
Yeah and after that went home.
Feels like an extremely empty day today.
Doesnt feel right. It should be a happy day, as the exams are over, but . . .
I don't know. Went home and slept till it was dinner time. Because sleeping helps to momentararily isolate me from reality.

But the feelings still remain so strong, so deep that it would be impossible to let go now.

This world,
its so filled with hate.
Its so filled with unhappiness
And of course,
People who go around making sure there is unhappiness

I guess i will no longer post about exams, because they only ruin my mood.
I guess i will no longer post about anything. Other than random stuff i sometimes think of.
I guess its going to be like this.
Because
without you, everything no longer has meaning.

As time passes by
And toddlers no longer cry,
My mind is still in a whirl
Thoughts swirl,
Feelings words cannot express
Thoughts that were never conveyed,
It was a struggle to suppress
Though in the end you went away.
Hearts broken and learnt of hate
Was this all a terrible fate?

And for the last time he turned to look at her. Her beautiful and delicate face, on which emotions were never really quite clearly written. Just one last look, one last moment of happiness before it all died away.

AMaths today. Damn la. Suddenly forgot how to do a 4 maqrk question. Whatever.
Tomorrow is geography, and apparently it requires mass memorization. ( MM )
And I have absolutely no mood to memorize or revise now. Its just so many things are happening that i dont understand.

Its like walking in the dark, never knowing where you're headed; when you're going to fall. You try so hard to clear the obstacles around you, but you never realised that right infront of you, there is a big hole, waiting for you to fall in. And even after you manage to climb out of it, you are thrown back into reality, the dark dark reality that there is nothing you can really do.

Hais. Why? Why? I really dont know. Why...

Heys. Exams exams exams. Luckily theres that Monday holiday. Lols. Yeah anyways i have no time for an elaborate post on my recent activities. I just came here to post coz i am given ( or rather i have given myself ) a short 5 minute break from Geography mugging. Damned brain, having problems wif Maths. I get so freaking frustrated luh when i cannot solve a problem. Gonna tear my hair out.

Lols. Okays. Got to go back to mugging. Cya.

~

I guess when you're in love, things that you would usually consider minor and insignificant now become the most important and meaningful things in your life. Her smile perhaps? Just seeing it everyday can uplift your mood - make you feel wonderful. Or maybe its those hours you spend looking at your phone, hoping against all odds that an sms from her would appear? Yeah . . .

Now is 2.25am. Yes, I'm still awake coz lit is keeping me up. I'm like dead, because Thurs is the Chem and Lit paper, and only now have i just started on Lit. Touched chem? No. Damn.

Argh. Short post, coz i'm uber tired.
Oh, I drank coffee to keep me awake.
& Thanks XinKai ( damn you i'm chinese you ... -.- ) for the lit notes
& Ting Fang for the Lit Powerpoints
& KELLY! For even more help in lit and also her self-prepared notes.

Darn. Hopefully I'll do well. Hopefully. Have this bad feeling that i scored lowest in class for the English comprehension paper. ='(

Wadever. If you realise my points in this post are all jumbled up, thats coz my brain is messed up and this caused by late nights. Lol. Guess I'll end here. Cya.

-Javier.
&even though its late in the night,
the thought of you, seeing you, is always clear in my mind.

. . .

Okay so today we had Social Studies Paper. Amazing stuff. I revised for 2 days ( okay not 2 whole days ) only to find myself writing down shit and having not enough time to complete the damned paper. I think they really give too short a time. Perhaps I will feedback. But what can one person do? Nothing. Hais.
Thought quite a few things happened today, I only wish to highlight one. This is the first time I've ever stayed back till around 5pm in school. STUDYING.
Other than that, I have absolutely no mood to post. Too many things that I have to busy myself with, and also too many things to think about . . .

-Javier.

I've thought about what he - no they said and realised that hey, maybe that really is the truth, although deep down i really dont wish to accept this revealation. I just don't understand. Are they right to classify all of them into one general term? They told me things that I never thought before. They told me things that made me wonder . . . is that really you? But no. I won't let myself be fooled by their passing remark. Whether or not it is a joke, I could not care more. The only thing that matters is that i think you are different from all the others, special and unique in a way that makes you stand out from all the rest. And that is why I . . .

Hais tomorrow the gruelling week starts again. And it is also Social Studies exam. How wonderful. Nevermind. I shall continue to look forward to post-exam activites :D ( NOT activities organised by the school -.- They suck. )

Things coming up in this blog:
1. I'll try to write out a longer story.
And let it get criticized by Benjamen so that i can improve :D
2. Another 'story'. . . .

Lols. Ok, those are plans, hopefully i'll adhere to them.


&no matter what happens,