Sometimes, it feels like its not worth all the trouble.
You know?
You do so much, yet nothing good happens. Wait, no. Nothing happens at all.
That makes you start to wonder, do you have any importance at all?
Are you just the 'tissue man'?
Thrown away and forgotten once you had served your purpose?
Where is the reciprocration?

At least something.
And now I realised that I've wasted yet another Saturday. Only made my mood worse.
I don't know how much I've got bottled up inside of me. Like a can of fizzy drink, being shaken vigorously by the words and actions of others. Sooner or later, its going to explode. It will.

A few more hits and I think I will decide on something I never would have dreamed of.
Indefintely isolating myself from.
From.
Emotions
I am better off without them anyways.

Goodnight

I updated the short story (if you consider it to be one) in my previous post. Added a little description. Damn, I still can not think of a climax, or for that matter, even a plot!

The holiday week is drawing to a close. Though short, I must admit this one week holiday has been most spectacular.
First off, the holiday gave me time to catch up with a friend of mine, and become even closer than before. Thank heavens for that.
I really wonder, do I deserve such a good friend? Heh.
Thanks happiness for brightening up my holiday!

The holiday has also made me think about things. A lot of things.
I wonder if I am really good at giving people advice and comforting them.
I realise that I have to set my goal in life soon, before it is all too late.
I've got to get my drive to study. Javier, its March! 2 more months to the Chinese GCE O Level paper, and a few more months after that to the main papers.

Brace yourself people, for once this week ends, it will be a mad marathon of studies and more studies. Needless to say, stress will come as a prize even to those who do not win.

I am aware that my points in this post are not coherent with each other. That would be because its late now and I am just typing out whatever that comes to my mind now.

Goodnight.

you will never know, but one day, it will all make sense to you.

The alarm clock went off. Jaxen tossed around in bed. He grabbed his pillow and covered his head with it, in a futile attempt to block out the noise. He let it ring, for just another minute, before finally flinging his pillow and bedsheets aside and sitting up to turn the alarm clock off.

He rubbed his eyes and peered at the hologram projection of the time right before him.

"8.30pm" it read.

Jaxen stood up, did some stretches before proceeding to the bathroom to do his washing up. In went a lethargic and unkept men, but out came a handsome, fine young gentlemen. His hair was set in place by gel and combed to the right. He donned a white shirt with a black blazer and wore black pants to match. In his hand held his suitcase. The treasure box in which his ingeniousness and cunning as a businessman lay hidden.

He stepped out of his apartment, closing the door behind him before heading to the nearby Teleport Transport Station. The streets at this time of day are always exceptionally crowded with people rushing off to work. In the distance he could hear a sizzle. A common sound. The bubbling and evaporating of water on the ground, superheated by the morning sun. Charred black street lamps lined the walkway, casting a soft glow on the pathway and creating shadows that stretched until it merges with the darkness. Overhead was the Dome. The almost invisible barrier that had been erected to protect the people from the Sun. At night, it was of no particuular use, but come daytime it would be their only hope of survival.

Behind the Dome was the infinite darkness of space. The empty void which is not so empty. Stars, glowing in an icy blue hue, pierced through the darkness, making themselves seen as the jewels of the sky.

Thanks happiness. I'm really really really very lucky to have a friend like you.
I was once doubtful that friends are really important, that they are really there for you through thick and thin.
But i guess you had me convinced :D


Thank you for everything, your cheering me up when im down, and constant support, and of course, bringing happiness into my life :D



Thank you! :D:D

Thanks happiness. I'm really really really very lucky to have a friend like you. Thank you for everything, your cheering me up when im down, and constant support, and of course, bringing happiness into my life :D

Thank you! :D:D

Hi im Mr. Laughter and i was forced to post this by Ms. Happiness :D LOOOOL :P
Ciao~